My work relies on the innate intimacy of the human form as a channel for projection. In combining figures from disparate source material in unusual interactions, I provoke the human urge to reconcile new experiences within previously formed frameworks of understanding. My paintings operate as a set rather than as individual artworks, like flashcards in a psychological projection test, with related themes emerging as images are viewed in succession. I am excited by the potential of this work to elicit a wide range of responses; the work is intrinsically neutral, yet transforms into extreme positive or negative depictions based on the viewer-projected narrative.
As I pair figures in my compositions, look for interactions that imply more than one relationship, leaving room for interpretation through experiential bias. This process offers a framework for reflection on my own pivotal moments of borderline trauma and on my new role as a mother with responsibility over my son’s experiences. So much of what can be understood as trauma occurs during childhood when we are most dependent, vulnerable and impressionable. Confronting unfamiliar, ambiguous scenes mimics a child’s perspective where new experiences must often be assimilated without complete comprehension.
Equally important to the content is the materiality of the painted surface. I pursue a simultaneous level of representationalism and aesthetically satisfying geometric simplification in my work. Continually adjusting this balance provides a challenge that sustains my creative engagement with the process while enhancing the usefulness of these paintings as tools for projection. Leaving intentional informational gaps prompts the subconscious, automatic response to fill in details, allowing viewers to more easily engage in an active role supplying narrative.
My compulsion in creating this work is to tap into the inner psyche, triggering empathetic responses with the potential to reconcile past experiences. Ultimately, it is the potential for vulnerability, human connection, and healing that drives my work.